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"With nothin' but a t-shirt on, I never felt so beautiful, baby, as I do now...Now that I'm with you."
behind blue eyes
Thursday, 02 July 2009
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Currently
Three Flights From Alto Nido
By Greg Laswell
And Then You
see relatedbut you know me
Untitled
Written by BrokenImaginary
July 2, 2009
fragile. sensitive.
soft words –
and I had done my best to outgrow them.
small, I thought, like infant's shoes.
Useless for getting anywhere.
Perhaps another woman's words.
Perhaps.
But not Mine.
What good would they be in a storm?
After all, these were hurricane winds—
windows boarded.
And everything that could be swept away,
tied down.
It seemed, at first, a small lie to tell.
Thursday, 25 June 2009
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Currently
The Da Vinci Code
By Dan Brown
see relatedSome Survey Madness
Ten Things You've Done Recently
1. Said “good morning” to the Little Man2. Drank some diet Snapple Peach Tea
3. Made/ate breakfast (3 egg whites w/ nonfat cheese on whole wheat toast)
4. Wasted some time on facebook.com
5. Admired a beautiful day outside
6. Woke up
7. Watched the Food Network (Dinner: Impossible)
8. Had a great time doing some late night food shopping
9. Ate cantaloupe at the diner
10. Picked S. up from work
Nine Bands/Musicians You Like
1. matchbox twenty
2. Ingrid Michaelson3. Beyoncé
4. Matt Nathanson
5. Coldplay
6. Greg Laswell
7. Missy Higgins
8. Ben Harper & Relentless7
9. Christina Aguilera or Rihanna or P!nk (couldn’t decide…)
Eight Favorite Names
1. Emma
2. Emerson
3. Ava
4. Aidan
5. Shannon
6. Connor
7. Leah
8. Emily
Seven TV Shows You Watch (in theory…)
1. House, M.D.
2. Secret Diary of a Call Girl
3. Dinner: Impossible
4. Gossip Girl
5. CSI
6. Law & Order: SVU
7. ER
Six Websites You Visit Often
1. www.facebook.com
2. www.xanga.com
3. www.playlist.com
4. www.now.org
5. www.ala.org
6. www.beliefnet.com
Five Favorite Foods/Drinks
1. chicken parm (…sometimes a hero)
2. toasted cinnamon raisin bagel w/ cream cheese
3. Greek salad
4. banana bread w/ walnuts
5. brownies (also w/ walnuts)
Four Movies You Watched Last
1. The Hangover
2. Body of Lies (but I never saw the end…)
3. Night at the Museum 2
4. Terminator Salvation
Three Favorite Articles of Clothing
1. Black kitten heels
2. Old Navy jeans (that actually fit me!)
3. Navy striped button-down sweater from Forever 21
Two Things You Believe/Believe In
1. True love
2. Life is a beautiful mystery
One Book You're Reading
1. The Da Vinci Code
Thursday, 18 June 2009
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Currently
Two Lefts Don't Make a Right... But Three Do
By Relient K
I Celebrate the Day
see relatedSomething Like a Soul
Below are some quotes from my favorite spiritual/religious figures. They include: Meister Eckhart, Thich Nhat Hanh, The Buddha, Mother Theresa, Khalil Gibran, Jesus of Nazareth, St. Francis of Assisi, St. Teresa of Avila, and the 14th Dalai Lama.
An odd list for an atheist? Maybe. Is atheist the right word? I'm honestly not sure. I am curious/interested in spiritual things. I don't think that religion and spiritual things have much to do with one another. And I'm not sure how much we need to talk about/think about a god to be spiritual beings/believe in the soul/a higher purpose. I see them as more or less separate. Buddhism, for example, can be atheistic, but seems rather undeniably spiritual. There are also movements in "progressive" Christianity which downplay or deny Jesus as divine or the necessity of supernatural beliefs and instead focus on the practice of Christianity as guidelines for living justly/lovingly, etc. I am also a great fan of Ethical Humanism.
I spent a great deal of time as a Wiccan/neopagan. I suppose this might seem unsettling to those of you involved in more mainstream religious movements or absurd to those devoted to nonbelief. It was a transformative/formative experience for me, however, and a key transition point for me spiritually/ethically. It was influenced by and further developed my feminism. It was informed by my interest in cultural anthropology, mythology, folklore, and classical literature. And I can still see the beauty/personal usefulness of a ritual on the beach at night. I fear I'm rambling...There is a great deal more that I could say about neopaganism and that movement's role in and impact on my life, but I will save it for another time. For now, some spiritual/religious quotes that I believe in deeply and from figures I admire/respect:
"The knower and the known are one. Simple people imagine that they should see God as if he stood there and they here. This is not so. God and I, we are one in knowledge." Meister Eckhart
"If the only prayer you ever say in your entire life is thank you, it will be enough." Meister Eckhart
“People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle. But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth. Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don't even recognize: a blue sky, white clouds, green leaves, the black, curious eyes of a child -- our own two eyes. All is a miracle.” Thich Nhat Hanh
“When we come into contact with the other person, our thoughts and actions should express our mind of compassion, even if that person says and does things that are not easy to accept. We practice in this way until we see clearly that our love is not contingent upon the other person being lovable.” Thich Nhat Hanh
“You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger.” The Buddha
“If you judge people, you have no time to love them.” Mother Theresa
"If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other.” Mother Theresa
“Rest in reason; move in passion.” Khalil Gibran
“What shall it profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his soul?” Jesus of Nazareth
“The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks.” Jesus of Nazareth
“While you are proclaiming peace with your lips, be careful to have it even more fully in your heart.” St. Francis of Assisi
“It is love alone that gives worth to all things.” St. Teresa of Avila
“This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” Tenzin Gyatso, The 14th Dalai Lama
That's all for now. I hope you all have a beautiful Thursday!
Monday, 08 June 2009
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Currently
White Lies For Dark Times
By Ben Harper & Relentless7, Ben Harper
Up To You Now
see relatedAbsolutely
So, I'm trying to reconfigure my life at the moment. This has resulted in fewer blog entries of late, and I apologize for that.
I think I've selected two options for the new room color. They are from Behr Paint - 420B-5 Sweet Midori or 250B-6 Poppy Glow (both of which you can find by searching from the main site). I'm leaning towards the Midori, but no final decision yet. This had to be considered since I was looking to buy some new sheets and then realized I had no idea what color would work in the room in a few weeks to 2 months from now (i.e. before the end of the summer). I'm also going to need some new wall art, as the current batch probably won't go with the green. (And when I say probably, I mean it won't go with the green.)
Wall art possibilities include this one:


and this one:

I think I'm leaning towards the first one, but we'll see what happens.
Yesterday's baby shower was great. I've finally gotten the giant stroller box out of the dining room. S* even helped me wrap it when I managed to buy a less-than-sufficient amount of wrapping paper. I was impressed. A* ended up with an entire room's worth of gifts and received basically everying except the baby herself, a carseat, and the crib. Everything is pink, so fingers crossed that little Adrianna doesn't turn out to be an Adrian, or they will have quite a bit of shopping and painting to do.
There's been an engagement/baby boom among my family and family friends lately. I guess part of that is the age. I was the only one in my twenties or thirties not currently a) newly engaged (L*), b) a few months into planning a wedding (Rebecca), c) getting married next week (Liz), d) currently pregnant (A* obviously, but also Kamilah, my new cousin-in-law), or e) caring for a new baby (De, and 3 months old, to be precise). Well, the only one with the exception of Mary Anne, who, at 35, has been married for 14 years and has three children. That was an interesting experience. I did, however, have plenty to ask everyone about. Additionally, my cousin Sharon gave birth to a little boy (her second) on Saturday, one day before the shower. It's madness, I tell you.
I only anticipate being directly involved in L*'s wedding (since I'm in the bridal party) and A*'s baby (since we grew up together/have been very close). The numbers, though, are kind of staggering. Maybe it's spring/summer/June that's done it, well, combined with everyone hitting their mid-twenties and up?
New tangent. I may or may not be going on a literary pilgrimage on Thursday. My best from library school and I have been pondering the 11th as a good date to make the trip, but she has not gotten back to me yet. I'm feeling like it's not going to be this week, but if it is not, I'm not sure when it's happening.
Work is busier than usual for the next few weeks with summer programs starting and myself the only arts and crafts person to both decorate and run programs for the kids. I spent today drawing and cutting out vegetables and drawing a giant ballerina for the wall. Wednesday will be letter-painting and (hopefully not, but potentially) paper-hanging if it doesn't happen Tuesday night as it should.
A ton to do on Tuesday to continue shifting life towards the future. Ugh. Did that sound like a heavy statement? It felt like one from over here. Much to adjust. All good, though, and all worth it.
Also, I'm having an awesome afternoon. :)
Tuesday, 02 June 2009
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Currently
Something More
Just A Woman
see relatedNews
Technology = A
Reference = A+
Technical Services = A+
4.0 GPA for the semester. Brokenimaginary is a happy librarian. More to come later.
-Me :)
Saturday, 30 May 2009
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Currently
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
By Jason Mraz
Lucky
see relatedWedding-ish
So, an entry on weddings in honor of June's impending arrival and all of the weddings/engagements in the recent past and near future...
Firstly, I'd like to point everyone to Brilliant Earth, an ethical source for some beautiful sapphire engagement rings. (Note: Princess Diana and that whole line = sapphire engagement rings...so this isn't a totally unheard of thing.) I'm not really a fan of doing too many things the conventional way, anyhow, though...so unheard of wouldn't faze me. Additionally, it's always nice to wreak as little havoc as possible on people and the environment when producing your jewelry. Did I mention I love the color blue? Below is my favorite, but they have all different styles from very simple to vintage-style to super modern.

Other wedding-related thoughts? I found this blog entry interesting:
Would You Invite Your Ex To Your Wedding?
I thought this was kind of a silly question, but I probably have non-traditional relationships with exes. My thoughts? If you're really friends with the ex and that's fine with your soon-to-be spouse (as it probably should be, or there will be troubles on the horizon), then of course you would probably want them to be at your wedding. If they aren't really friends of yours? Then why is this even a question? Why would you be inviting them?
For myself, I have one "ex" who will probably be in the wedding party for any future wedding of mine...*News to you, huh, T*? Lol. Color-coordinating vest/tie and all. :P

The truth of it? He's been an amazing friend to me for a very long time, and "ex" doesn't really begin to cover it. Now, we dated about ten years ago and didn't talk for three years before we reestablished a friendship, but for the last seven years, he's one of the key people I call for a crisis, advice, or celebration. And one of the most reliable/trustworthy people in my life. And we know each other well enough to call B.S. when necessary. Which is useful at times.
So, my take? If you have an ex like that, you'd better be inviting them. If they aren't legitimately and purely your friend? You should probably let all of that go before you try to go and marry someone else...
Friday, 29 May 2009
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Currently
I Am...Sasha Fierce
By Beyoncé
Halo
see relatedI'm in an awesome, awesome mood. Hope everyone is feeling this good tonight.
Listening to Train:
"Give it away, give it away, give it away,
If it's something that you got layin' round your house.
Man, let me tell ya if ain't a kiss,
It's something you'll never miss.
Give it to somebody that don't have a thing layin' round like a prayer or a sweet sound.
Give it if you've got it,
Get it if you don't." - Train, "For Me, It's You"Thinking about beautiful, heavy things. And one sad one, I guess. I'm hoping it will work itself out.
Doing some reading on women's reproductive rights/health/U.S. healthcare/gynecology/etc. Nothing specific to recommend yet, but anybody interested could wander through NOW's website (www.now.org) for some good information.
I love these dolls: The String Doll Gang If you know me, you know that I'm a fan of this kind of quirky stuff...I'm thinking specifically of the Ugly Dolls and similar stuff. And Tim Burton characters/movies. And this one involves knitting! (But also looks almost sword-like!)
The trip to my favorite lit-related location is on for June. Must learn to tie-dye for work. No school until late June (whew!). No grades yet, either...to my dismay.
Monday, 25 May 2009
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Currently
We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things
By Jason Mraz
Lucky
see relatedFor Fun
SURVEY
Do you think two people could last forever?
At least a lifetime.
Meet anyone new this year?
Yup, a few.
How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
Hmm...maybe four?
Do you like your life as of now?
Some areas are excellent and some could be better, but overall I'd say I'm satisfied. I'm a work in progress.
How did you wake up this morning?
To a little person at my bedroom door.
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Not really.
Are you a morning person or a night?
Night, I guess. Though it almost seems that I'm shifting to morning.
Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yes.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Eight.
Do you like Redbull?
Never had and never will.
Have you had the chicken pox?
Yup. First grade.
last person you told a sercret too?
S*
Who did you last get into a big argument with?
Hmm...maybe J*?
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
I do.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point and isn't around?
Yup.
What's so special about what you're wearing?
My pants are huge and my shirt has had three different owners...It's a long story. (What?! It's laundry day...)
Ever felt like your not good enough?
Occasionally.
What was the last thing you drank?
Diet Coke.
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
I was.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope.
How many funerals have you been to in your life time?
Too many. Maybe 5+ actual funerals? A ton of wakes.
How was your weekend?
The best.
Have you ever done something you promised yourself you wouldn't?
Yup.
What are you currently hearing?
"Hey Jude" by Joe Anderson
Has anyone called you cute, with meaning today?
I don't think so...?
Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Yes, but it's inconvenient.
How many TRUE friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
Umm...I'll say four.
Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yup.
Are you wearing socks?
I am.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
S*
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"I don't feel so good..." :(
Are you gonna get high later?
Uh, no.
When is the last time you had butterflies?
I'm a fan of the butterflies.
How is your mood?
Okay. I'm finally starting to feel a bit less sick.
Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
Three hours ago I was asleep. By myself. In the afternoon, lol.
Who made you mad today?
No one. I'm a happy camper.
Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
Maybe sitting on the Little Man's bed.
Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you before?
Yes.
Are you wearing any makeup right now?
Nope, almost never do.
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I hope so.
Do you like pancakes?
With chocolate chips. Love them.
How long was your last phone call?
2 minutes.
Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
C*
Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
Not at all.
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Yes.
Who is your last missed call from?
J*
Why did you miss it?
Forgot phone charging at home.
Have you ever had stiches?A few times.
Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nah.
When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Yesterday.
If one of your friends liked one of your exes, what would you do?It would depend which ex. If it's one of the good ones, I'd be cool with it. Some of them should come with warning stickers, though, lol. (Those guys don't read this blog...)
Did you date anyone this past summer?
Uhh...lol, I was married.
Who was the first person you texted today?
I DO NOT TEXT. I DO NOT TEXT.
Are you a loud person?
Just my laugh. Which I'm told can be heard in space.
Are you okay with making a fool of yourself?
Sometimes. Depends who I'm with.
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
Yup.
Do you miss the way things used to be?
Nah.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to about anything?
I do. At least a couple.
Is it easy to make you angry?
No. And it's much easier to make me hurt.
Do you consider yourself lucky?
I do. Very.
Are you currently awaiting a phone call/text/email?
Maybe? Sort of?
Someone knocks on your window at 2 am; who do you want it to be?
Heh...I've always had that fantasy. No one's ever done it. My windows are pretty high and I'm a sound sleeper. The windows would probably be annihilated before it woke me up...lol.
Are you a cuddler?
"I gotta have my cuddles!" Lol. Or Pops.
Thursday, 21 May 2009
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Currently
Neptune
By The Duke Spirit
see relatedTen of My Favorite Things
***IMPORTANT: I have noticed that Xanga is occasionally displaying ads in opposition to gay marriage/about the supposed "protection" or "defense" of heterosexual marriage and have noticed these ads on my page. I would like to take this opportunity to state, as anyone who knows me or reads this blog regularly already knows, that I AM 100% IN FAVOR OF THE LEGALIZATION OF GAY MARRIAGE. I think it is a travesty that this is something that even has to be debated or fought in the legal system, just as it was a travesty that African Americans were enslaved and women were denied suffrage. This is clearly an issue of civil liberties/human rights that cuts to the core of what it means to be an American.
I regularly take action in support of gay marriage. I hope you will consider doing this, as well. More information can be found at the Marriage & Relationship Recognition site of the Human Rights Campaign.
Moving on. On the radio this morning...
"I've seen a rich man beg;
I've seen a good man sin;
I've seen a tough man cry.
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin;
I heard an honest man lie." - Everlast, "What It's Like"Unrelated...
Ten of My Favorite Things
1. Elizabeth Gilbert's Eat, Pray, Love...Written by a wise woman.

2. Ingrid Michaelson's girls and boys album

3. My rose leaf necklace

4. The Prayer of St. Francis - Still an atheist, but all those Catholic years don't just vanish. I think we could do a lot for this world if we all tried to be instruments of peace, etc. At my best, I think I try to live by a good chunk of this prayer.

5. FingerPaints Nail Color in Brushstroke Blush 6. Handbuilt pottery with organic lines (Great stuff at this site, where I found picture below: http://crackedclay.wordpress.com/ ) 
7. FOREVER 21...Because their clothes are adorable and they have cute librarian sweaters...

8. Public libraries...Because I believe in democracy and freedom of information and really, really good books that you get to bring home with you...
9. The bass flute (esp. by Jupiter). Admit it, it looks awesome. Sometimes deeper is just better.

10. Vermont. Or, as the Little Man calls it, "Treeland." Yup, that's right, I've selected an entire state...

THINGS THAT ALMOST MADE THIS LIST:
Converse Chuck Taylor All Stars
Starbucks' Nonfat Iced Caramel Macchiatto
Independent Bookstores
The writings of Thich Nhat Hahn and Meister Eckhart
Rainy Sundays
The (Exceedingly Rare) Good Haircut
Free Inquiry
Dreams of a Potential Future MA in Linguistics or Sociology <3<3
Philadelphia, PA
Matt Nathanson's "Come On, Get Higher"
Rob Thomas and matchbox twenty Concerts
Dark Wash Bootcut Jeans
The Colbert Report
Anything by Jane Austen
Cats (Esp. Orange Ones), Bernese Mountain Dogs, and German Shepherds
Not Watching Sex in the City (*potentially the worst show ever)
Librarian Glasses (*to go with Librarian Sweaters)
HoHos (though I haven't had one in maybe 3 years...)
Aerie Nighties (*not after too many HoHos...lol)
Candles (Esp. Green Tea Scent)
The Smell of Clean Laundry (*April Fresh!)
Readers' Advisory
Old Journals
Not Falling Off the Ladder
Cooking or Baking (esp. homestyle or vegetarian meals)
Bad Horror Movies
Horseback Riding
Family Barbecues
Ice Skating
Eh...That's me for now, I guess. I hope everyone is having a wonderful day!
~ Me ;)
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I spend most of my life inside my head. I like Halloween the best. I drink too much coffee. I'll trade spring or summer for autumn any day. I'm ready to see the glass half-full. I love cats (and dogs). I believe in destiny. I have a checklist for my life. I love knitting. I consider cardinals and monarch butterflies lucky. I love hand-building pottery. I like my alone time. Breakfast is my favorite meal of the day, and sometimes I replace lunch or dinner with more breakfast. Favorite meal: Spicy coconut noodles. Thai food is amazing. Also love: Japanese and Indian food I'm in library school studying to be a children's or YA (public) librarian. I write poems I never show to anyone. Thunderstorms are my favorite. I love the smell of rain. I read good books and watch bad tv. Preferably during thunderstorms. I could live in a library or a bookstore if they'd let me. I don't give up.
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